for those who're not so lucky...or miserable

For "P.S. I Love You"

yup, ok, actually i think i'll never have the possibility to find or marry a man like Gerry. then the movie really tells me that maybe it's not just an unlucky thing.

u see the lovely 19 year old Holly met handsome gorgeous Irish Gerry. he's crazily fond of her and, yep, they got married.
they're almost happy together and they also qurrels. they bet to sing and she broke her nose. she's always upset with money and go mad with luxery shoes, he gives all his love and tolerance, says i can go nowhere. that's too sweet to not make me cry.

and suddenly he died. she's certainly unable to get it over. the only clue is the letters. the only comfort.
but is that still too much depended?

that's not a correct way.
when i worked off today, stepping out the hall, i told myself. u, have to, look forward, move on, see sth. new not just the sweetiest past.
the past is the past.
never occurs again.


p.s. i miss u, baby.